Saturday, 20 June 2015
Thursday, 19 February 2015
Also the thought that I should write a blog post when actually I should be doing coursework kind of stops me as well. A lot.
My mind is all over the place and in one place at the same time these days but I've learned so much in these past 2 and half weeks and I'm still learning.
I will tell you guys soon, if this works out and I can clear this foggy picture and get past the games. All I really want from this is to feel safe, to be honest. I mean, this is what this is all about. And you have no idea what I'm talking about so I don't even know why I'm writing this strange post but I really just wanted to update you on something. Since, I just realised today it's been almost 4 weeks since I've posted on this blog and I said that I would be a lot lot lot more regular in updating this than I was last year (I'm aiming for a blog post a week).
Anyway, since this blog post was kind of pointless and probably made you think, 'What the hell is going on with this girl?' The answer to that is: I don't even know. Nothing new there.
But yeah, something changed. Good news, I'm less insane now. And I didn't need any medication or therapy. Like I said, I will tell you what's happening and end this post here for obvious reasons.
Final thoughts: I freaking hate 밀당. Why can't be just be frank each other and love each other like it's the easiest thing in the world to do? Because it is. It is so much more easier to love someone than hate them.
I hope you all had a lovely Valentine's Day and Happy Lunar New Year!
Saturday, 24 January 2015
“For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
Saturday, 10 January 2015
Thursday, 8 January 2015
8 days into January and I'm only just doing this but I'm not a kpop fan so I never thought to do this until I saw JRE and FreshlyFlipped's lists on their YouTube. I never thought that there was many good kpop songs to come out of 2014 but it was only when I was making this list that I realised that there was more than I thought.
I could've made a top 15 tbh but I decided to strictly keep it 10 with some honourable mentions.
Here's my top 10.:
10. Hyuna - Red
9. BTS - Just One Day
8. f(x) - Red Light
7. Red Velvet - Happiness
6. Zhoumi - Rewind
5. Taemin - Danger
4. Girls' Generation - Mr. Mr.
3. 2NE1 - Come Back Home
2. EXO - Love Love Love (Rearranged ver.)
1. EXO - Overdose
- Taemin - Pretty Boy ft. Kai
- Orange Caramel - My Copycat
- 2NE1 - Mental Breakdown (CL Solo)
- EXO - Thunder
- BTS - Danger
- BTS - Boy in Luv
Wednesday, 7 January 2015
So, in closing, do I have high hopes for 2015? I've stopped hoping. I'm going to get what I want eventually, I might fail again like I have so many times but I won't give up because there is an unlimited amount of routes to the promise land.
This is coming a state of mind where I have been thinking about giving up and ending it all for the second time in my life and is for all those people who have been experiencing similar thoughts or are just finding life really hard lately. No matter who you are, no matter what your problems are, this is life, we all live it so let's support each other and live it together. I'll always be here.
If you are humane and want to talk: firstname.lastname@example.org